He came to me hurriedly, took my luggage and said,"Hurry up! We have to cross the road; the bus doesn't stop here for long."

I slowly walked behind him, managing to wipe off my tears before he noticed.

He placed my luggage in the bus, came down handed over the ticket to me; and asked me to get into the bus fast, as the bus already started moving.

I got in quickly, ran to my seat and moved the curtains to catch the final glimpse of him before the bus left.
He was already gone!

The city, roads and the lights, from the window, were looking kind of blurred rather funny, with eyes full of tears..
I had no reason to wipe them off this time!!

The images before started fading, slowly flashing memories of the previous two days.

Roaming around the whole city on his bike in that chilling weather, getting drenched in those lovely rains, munching hot corn sitting on the abandoned bridge, sneaking into the nearest book store with dripping clothes! Watching movies back to back…

While I was lost in those thoughts, the bus stopped with a sudden jerk. I looked out trying to understand what was happening around. There was a real bad traffic jam, with vehicles around honking crazily. The city which looked lovely and beautiful with him around looked so glum and irritating now.

I was all delighted with a sudden beep on my mobile. Quickly, opened the flap to see if it was the message from him.  Oh! How I hated Airtel!! It was one of those stupid messages about the latest ring tones. How I missed him!!  
I was all glum again!! Slowly the lights went off, and I went back to my thoughts…

After more than an hour, the bus stopped in the next station. People started moving in and out of the bus. I just looked up to see on which side my bag was kept. And what do I See!!!! It was HIM standing next to me, smiling. I smiled and shook my head, trying to brush of those thoughts. He was still there! I wasn't dreaming, it was HIM!
Boy!!! Was I Surprised!!!
I always thought such things happen only in movies. But, he proved me wrong.
Can you believe it? He came that faar just to say a bye!! Oh! How I Love him!! :-)
Hmm..After almost 15 minutes, I finally had to get back into the bus..
He gently squeezed my hand and looked at me and all I could say was "I love u TOO! " :-)

Ending this post with one of mah favourite songs..

I never Understood Before..
I never knew what love was for...
What a feeling ....

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling 

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and certainly you're mine
Certainly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I didn't have the strength to fight
suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

P.S: The song is by Aqualung "Brighter than sunshine"

Her : Chintu, how should I address your mom?
         Attayya or Attayya garu?

Him : Attayya should be fine.

Her : Hmm..okay..But, I have a doubt

Him : What?

Her : Why attayya?

Him : ??

Her : I meant ... "Atta + ayya" dassn't really make sense to me. Attha + amma = attamma is fine.

Him :  Okay, I guess its just Attaya not Attayya

Her : oh ..then its Atta + ya ?

Him : Yes! For what ever "Atta" says you need to say "YA" rather oblige.
         Hence proved
         "Atta + ya = Attaya" :P

Her :  ** contended smile **

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Her : Chintu tell me this..What do you call an Ant with great muscles?

Him : Hmm...

Her : pass aa??

Him : I think so..

Her : okay, I will tel you..but promise me that u will not do any violent things after listening to the answer

Him : Okay :-)

Her : Its "absent" *** ABS'ant' ****

Him :

Her : Muhahahahaha...
         Na..na..na..na..na..

Him : But Abs are abdominal muscles..

Her : Hmm, Okay i will ask you again..   
         What do u cal an ant with a 6 pack body?

Him : absetn

Her : No wrong.. its "absent"
         I win..:P
         tu ru ru ru..na na na na na..   
         
Him :

Mr.Boy Friend in one those flirty moods...starts a song..

Him : Keeravaani...Chilakala ulikilo paadavemi?
         Valapule telupaga...

Her : ooh :-)  ** Flutters lashes dramatically *

Him : Umm :-)
         ga ri sa pa ma ga paa ni...

         Eee poolalo andamayi..
         Eee galilo gandhamayi...

Her : Hmm * Still fluttering slowly adding a smile now *

Him : Naa thota lo chaitramai...

Her : * Fluttering slowly fades, smile still remains *

Him : Ohooo

Her : * Stops smiling now...Frowns at the "Ohooo" reaction **

Him : :-)
         Muaah!!

Her : back to smile ;-). Ready for the kiss :D

Him : hihihihihihi

Her : GRINS!! * smiles broadly...baring all the teeth *

Oh how i love these stupid conversations!!  :-)

Me :Chintu I miss him so badly :-(..
I don't think i will ever get over him..:(
I even dreamt about him last night

Chintu : Oh..that's sad!!
But don't worry sweetheart we will call him for our wedding!! iddaramu velli piluddhamu.. :-)..He will definitely come..

That made me smile infact laugh very hard!!..Hehe..that's my guy, always cheers me up :D

P.S: "Him" in the above conversation is Fido and that's my pet dog..He is not staying with me now :-(

Any guesses whom am talking about here??

Read on to know who it is.. :-)..I cannot promise to hold your suspense for a long time..Am very pathetic to even give it an attempt..Then you may ask why this now? Okay..Chill!! I'll cut the crap and tell you what it is..
Am talking about "His first meet with my Parents"...Oh yeaa!! Mister.Boy Friend meets his girl's family!!

Disclaimer: It has been almost an year since this happened (Meaning - This serves as an excuse if i miss any details). And this is my version (Meaning - This is strictly my version and i can not/will not be able to narrate his feelings PROPERLY)

Like any other couple..we were nervous...
Like any  other guy...he had his fears..
Like any other girl..I made him do the homework :P
Like all other frenz..ppl enlightened him with Dos and Donuts.. oops sorry Donts ;-)!!

He also got his broken tooth repaired just to look better and impress her parents (But honey winning them with your winsome smile wasn't in our list right?) :D

Anyways..When i did talk about the list lemme tell you the action items we followed that day

1. Dress to impress:
I din't quite like the idea of him coming in hole ridden, acid washed , vintage jeans with a funky shirt (Yeah i like Hrithik,Yeah i like wild looks but the problem is my parents don't :D )..
So the very first action item was to go for shopping. His love for jeans did not let him compromise for total formal look. Semi formal was the deal. We got a pair of decent jeans and one "wrinkled" look hep yet decent shirt... ( My mom later asked me as why he din't iron his shirt..But that's secondary :P )

2. Be ready with all the answers:

There comes a time in every first meeting where you are literally fired with questions left,right and front that end only upon the submission of your manhood :D
So he was fully prepared with the answers for the questions from all of the topics mentioned below (may not be in the same order)
1.Career Plans
2.Religion
3.Education
4.Family Background (Yes that includes the details about your maids and also pet dog if any)
5.Commitment
6.Opinion about marraige (Be ready with a good definition.Don't you watch movies? Din you have lessons in your social studies which preach about hindu religion and significance of marraige)
7.How and When did you meet the girl
and blah blah blah..The questions can never exhaust!!

3.Arrive on Time

Be punctual..Please refer to a dictionary if you are not sure of the meaning of this word.

4.Be humble and polite. Greet elders properly. Touch the feet of grandmom. Do not fake the smile. Be extra polite with the girl.

Keeping all this in mind he finally arrived home on time..Though it was a nerve wracking situation i must say he managed it bloody well. I was surprised rather really impressed..The major challenge was to deal with and entertain all the three generations 1.Grandmom 2.Parents 3.Brother. All of them found him charming :-) and nice. They could actually see him treating me like a princess they believed me to be..buh not the hottie he believed me to be :P..Hehe..

Final Result: Passed!

No..No.." i ain't a numerology freak like ekta KKKapoor"

Its just that while watchin the trailer of this movie this thought struck me..

Mr.Hero, When did the actual connection happen between you and me?

amidst those giggles, chuckles, lovely fone calls, exciting chat conversations,

songs and flirty comments when was the moment i actually fell for you...

Hmm..was it on the first day when you said "Hello"

Was it the moment when u called me "Bujji koti"

Was it during the chat when you shared your love story?

Was it when you made that really wierd and funny sound like a FROG?

Was it when i shamelessly asked you for a goodnight kiss?

Was it when you soo adorably narrated how your roomies bully you?

Was it when u bullshited me with the funda of Z-AXIS?

Was it when our eyes met for the first time?

Was it when you dedicated the song for me..

Was it when our hands gently brushed against each other unintentionally while walking together..

Was it when your friends teased you with me?

Was it when i first met you?

Was it when u spilled the stuffing out of the burger and both of us bursted out laughing?

Was it when you shyly asked me to be your dance partner?

Was it when my eyes caught you staring at me and you turned your head away but couldn't help smiling?

Was it when you wiped your hand at yer back and then shook it with me for the first time?

Was it when u carried my sandals :-) while i was acting stupid..

Was it when u so adorably asked "Will you marry me?"

Was it when you called me "Darling" for the first time?

Was it when you sang for me the whole night?

Was it when you said you need to download? :-)

Was it when you called me wifey for the first time?

Was it when you danced with me for the first time?

Was it when you said how you broke your teeth?

Was it when you almost blushed when Sahithi asked "Where is my bhabhi?"
Was it when I saw you for the first time in the pic in which you were sleeping like an ass?
Was it when I was amused looking at how you were talking to yourself in your own scrapbook?

Was it when you bought a chocolate(perk) for me and I bought a headache tablet(saridon) for you? :D

Hmm..i guess am not sure when was the moment..but one thing is sure I realized I fall in love with you, every single day :D..yeah believe me.. all over again ;-)

I read this line many times.. but today somehow i cudn't stop giving it a deep thought..
Yes, when i think of it i cannot deny the fact that love makes everything lovely..:-)

You dance with your mom...
You sing in the shower...
You play in the rain..

You dream while walking..
You get lost while talking...
You jump on the beds..
You cry on the pillows..

You smile when you are sleeping..
You blush when you are laughing...
You hum when you are working...

Evenings become more eventful...
Phone becomes your new lifeline..
Mirror becomes your new critic..
Music becomes your new obsession..

You start liking sun..u love watching sunrise and sunset..
You start playing with the stars..
You run behind the butterflies...
You start listening to the music of swaying branches, swirling flowers, falling leaves...
everything around you seem to blossom...

You dont get mad at your boss..
You dont get frustrated when stuck in the terrible traffic jam..
You don't get annoyed in those long boring meetings..
You dont  get bored eating the same food everyday...

Love is something which brings a smile even when you are really tired!!

Yes!!..Love makes Life beautiful!!

Finally here i am...confessing..

I am really sorry for ignoring you...
Really sorry for being soo careless with you..
Sorry for taking you for granted...
Sorry for not giving you enough time...
Sorry for giving you stupid excuses...
Sorry for the time-worn reasons...sorry for the thread-bare stories..
Sorry for the lame confrontations..
Sorry for not being normal with you..
I am sorry..i really am..

I promise i will be my normal self again..
I promise i will never desert you..
I promise i will put in the same efforts..
I promise i will be same ol' good girl again :-)

Kya kare i was busy with "Him" :-(.. but from now on my dear "blog"..i will post as frequently as ever :D.. no one can stop me..not even "HIM"   .. afterall you are my first love ;-)

Here is thy list... things which i would want to do with sudheer atleast once in my lifetime...

1.Go for a ride with him on Atlas Cycle (the one famous amongst milkmen). Me sitting in the front, on the bar listening to his tunes and him happily singing while riding.. (Yes, i think filmy.. koi problem? )

2.Spend one full day (day and night) in a road side hut and eat the food cooked on sticks and twigs (i find that romantic) nd I wud looove it if chintu can cook the food dat day..

3.Go for the spookiest and freakiest Joy rides with him.

4.Learn Salsa with him.

5.Take him to the outskirts, far away from the city, crowds and pollution in the wee hours of morning where thr wud be nuthing but serenity and the pleasing frangrance of nature and then watch the sunrise with him. (this one needs some real effort from both of us.This is something impossible. Forget about going that far, both of us can never get up that early in the morning)

6.Watch him playing guitar for me in the most romantic way :d (by the way he dassan't know guitar)

7.Watch him ride a bullock cart :-) all by himself :D

8.Play foot ball with him in the muddiest poool...

9.Drink one coconut with 2 straws :-) (lol i find this one real amusing..i just wanna see how it feels :) .. he he it wil be fun..more than drinking i think we will spill all the water by laffing hysterically :D )

10.Go to IIT Kanpur with him and spend a day or two in the place where he lived, studied and frolicked for 4 yrs.

11.Revisit all our special places again.

12.Watch him sing on the stage (some day! :-)

13.Make him buy a water bed for me :D

14.Go to Disney land :) with him..

15.Play hide and seek with him in our mamidi thota back in my village

16.Have a telescope in our balcony so that we can do star gazing together :). beleive me chintu it wil be fun..

17.Make him teach me ride Unicorn (this is quite risky though..let's see)

18.Make him steal a mango for me. (As a kid i always used to steal mangoes from my neighbour's tree)

19.Have a dinner with him at the pool side. (Not sumthing like real restaurant set up...but wanna sit very next to the pool with legs dripped in water and eat while watching the reflection of the stars in the water)

20.Atleast once in a life time both of us should get dressed up like santa claus and distribute the gifts amng the kids in the orphange here..

21.Go to the top of the Eiffel tower and then whisper in his ear saying,"Chintu, what would you do if i said i love you?"

22.Visit the Zoo and take a picture of him with gainda :d :P

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